The opposite of explosion.
Collapsing from the inside versus collapsing from the outside.
One is obvious; the other is quietly occurring right before the eyes of unsuspecting onlookers. Then--
Men and women make choices over time causing their lives to crash inward every single day.
In this Eric Geiger's, How To Ruin Your Life, he uses the example of King David's implosion documented by Scripture found in 2 Samuel and The Book of Psalms. He discusses the implosion, the confrontation, the confession, and at last, the celebration involving the man after God's own heart.
The book is divided into three parts: Imploded Lives, If You Want to Ruin Your Life... and If You Want to Start Over...
I commend Geiger on his ability to clearly state the steps of implosion and starting over, while weaving God's Word throughout the discussion.
How do you implode?
Isolation, Boredom, Pride
How do you start over?
Confess, Surrender, Rejoice, and Look to Him
As a reader, these points stayed with me and I remembered them for days to come. I could see myself on each page and the Holy Spirit pricked my heart and compelled me to look inward during the times of my implosions, and what to do to avoid future catastrophes.
Well-written. Well-organized. Biblical.
Win. Win. Win.
Seven Days Ago...
A 19-year-old, bent on destruction, hid in a bathroom overcome by a rush of adrenaline to seek, kill, and destroy.
A shot fired, a piercing scream, a crying girl, a look of panic, a compassionate intervention. A moment of divine stillness in the midst of chaos induced a shocking surrender.
An officer doesn’t hesitate to run toward danger, instead of away.
A child injured.
Men and women tasked with teaching tackle trauma.
Doors opened to provide shelter and closed to protect.
Messages, rumors of chaos spread like wildfire. Guns drawn, first responders on site.
A girl running-sprinting away from danger and toward home-trembling as she desperately tries to check on friends, siblings, family.
A mama moving heaven and earth to reach her baby.
A dad halfway around the world praying to get home, unsure of what home would look like.
Parents catapulted from the mundane to a shocking reality-desperate to touch the children housed inside the big white church on the corner.
A collective, trembling sigh of relief. Hugs exchanged in the palpable reminder of what is precious. No last good-byes.
A community brought together. A community inspired to act. A community driven to protect, to honor, to love. Whether through peaceful protest, prayer and praise, or pause, Marion County showed up and wrapped their arms around its own.
I’ve never been more grateful than I am today. I tucked my children in last night, and today, I’m allowed to reflect. And I pray for communities all over this nation who have suffered these unspeakable horrors- for parents, spouses, and children who unwittingly gave those final farewells. My heart bleeds.
But today, we celebrate. #ForestStrong #ForestFriday
The subtitle of this book is, "Trading Restless Insecurity for Abiding Confidence".
Restless Insecurity? Yes, I think most women in today's society can grasp onto that phrase and identify with insecurity that can be defined as restless. We think we're okay. Then, we turn on the television, scroll through social media, flip through a magazine and believe we absolutely do not measure up.
Would most of us raise our hands and declare a desire to trade that horrible feeling for one of abiding confidence? I think I can answer a resounding, "Yes, please, and thank you." for most women whether they are Jesus followers or not.
In Bloom is beautifully written with entertaining, sometimes gut-wrenching accounts of Kayla Aimee's journey in dealing with her insecurities. Most will open this book and feel as if they are reading a friend's diary or memoir. And if that is what you are looking for—SCORE! Buy it now. Bonus: There are study questions in the back with scripture references from the Message that will lead you on an introspective question and answer session of your own.
My only drawback is the book is advertised as a "blueprint" or a "how-to" tool for growing in one's faith. I'm not sure this book is that.
Do I agree it's a "fearless, funny, and refreshingly relatable chronicle"?
Yes. It's very much a ME TOO journey of, "Yep, let's call out that problem for what it is and recognize I need to do something about that." But—the what's next step might lead you off a cliff of, "Wait, is that it? What about that whole metamorphosis thing?".
Access that smart consumerism and know what you're buying. Then, you won't be disappointed and you can very much enjoy the journey with this smart, witty storyteller.
The CSB Kids Bible, Hardcover was a big hit with my junior book reviewer, Brooklyn. Brooklyn falls smack dab in the middle of the age range and grade level for this bible. She loves the colorful design of the hard cover, as well as the multi-hued edging of the paper. During her reading time, she found the charts and maps very interesting, especially the timeline of Jesus’s life and the directory of kids in the bible. Her level of excitement over God’s Words places a smile on this big girl’s face. Enthusiasm is contagious!
The designers of this edition did a great job of finding a combination of sturdy and attractive. In addition, I, personally appreciate the way they targeted their audience through the intelligent presentation of information.
Considering all aspects, Brooklyn and I give this one five stars. Her only drawback—the orange bookmark. My JBR is not a fan and would have preferred a nice shade of blue.
Nevertheless, an overall high five and a big thumbs up!
“A true friend freely, advises justly, assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably.” William Penn
Girl, wash your face, Stop Believing the Lies About Who You Are So You Can Become Who You Were Meant to Be by Rachel Hollis is the equivalent of an intervention conducted by a best gal pal who loves you without question, but pushes you relentlessly to be the best you can be.
It’s in your face.
And here’s the deal. Like a flesh and blood friend, you may not agree with everything your bestie is saying but disagreement does not negate the willingness to listen.
Or it shouldn't.
I recommend this book with a caveat.
You may not agree with everything Rachel believes, but her honesty, transparency, and willingness to share should be reciprocated with a bent ear.
Rachel shares chunks of personal testimony that hurt your heart, make you laugh, prick your tear ducts, and evoke hollas of laughter and/or screams.
The point of the share is to break down a lie she once believed—a lie that you just might believe now, and share how the truth shined light in the darkness of isolation.
I highly respect the courage to reach through the surface, and be willing to get dirty for the cause of healing, therefore this powerful read gets a high five and a thumbs up.
I'm convinced that's exactly what I am—a version of my mother living in a different generation.
Aren't we all, though?
My perspective is a little different, because I can only imagine what my mother might think of 2018, since she's resided in heaven for twenty-four years.
I miss her this day—on the eve of her baby's birthday—a day she will get to celebrate with him this year. My heart hurts in his absence, but I smile knowingly. How wonderful that reunion must be!
I've celebrated one more birthday than she celebrated. And you know what, I giggle when I think of the difference in a day in the life of us. (Attribute this blog to the nostalgic rewinds, fast-forwards, and what-ifs of This Is Us.)
Let's turn on rewind and glance at the landscape of this week.
Me—using my navigation system
Me—using my iPhone, iPad, iWhatever
Me—using my SmartTV
Me-listening to podcasts
Me-checking email and social media
Me-using my air fryer to make dinner
Me-ordering groceries and just about every other thing using an app—checking in, paying, and picking up without ever speaking to a person
Me-making videos on my handheld device to market, to teach, to connect
Me- facetiming my niece, her granddaughter
Me-doing life as we know it...
A familiar scene plays out in my head.
"Mom, I know. You don't understand."
In my mind, I can still hear her say in an exasperated tone—5'2'', hands on hips, "Amanda, one day you will understand!"
Oh, mama, if you only knew.
As different as the "tools" of the time are, I do understand many things.
I, too, pray for my kids, even if, especially when they frustrate me.
I, too, burst with pride when they shine.
I, too, experience 'mom guilt'.
I, too, grapple with fear and insecurity.
I, too, dream big.
I, too, love my husband and fight for our marriage.
I, too, cherish my friends.
I, too, have doubts.
I, too, ask questions.
I, too, cry out.
I, too, love Jesus.
And there He is. The scarlet thread that connects generation to generation. Friends, when you strip the technological advances away, Solomon's words ring true—there is nothing new under the sun. What matters, matters—as it always has.
Observe how He loves.
Love others as He loves us.
So, yes, I am my mother—once removed.
Is God a divine librarian?
Part of me, the part of me that is drawn to a book for no reason, believes He is. There are times I sense the Holy Spirit guiding me down the virtual aisle of literary choices as I graze my fingertips over spine after spine, perusing descriptions, and reviews. One by one, I process all the good options, and then He stops and whispers, “This one. This is the one I need you to read.”
It doesn’t always happen like that, but in the case of If You Only Knew My Unlikely, Unavoidable Story of Becoming Free by Jamie Ivey, I know He not only led me to the book, but physically sat me down at a table, opened the cover, flipped to page one, and placed His hand on my shoulder, compelling me to just be still and read. Ugh. As always, I wriggled a bit, but I obeyed. I’m so thankful I did, and I’m sure I’ll read this one again. Why? For a few reasons:
1) I feel as if Jamie is sitting across from me crisscross applesauce and we’re chatting over steaming cups of hot coffee. I dig that casual easy going writing style.
2) I can relate to the feeling of being ashamed of the past, hoarding secrets, deathly afraid of what other people might think of me.
3) The idea of God turning broken into beautiful was for everyone else besides me.
4) I, too, feel like I’ve worn the scarlet letter on multiple occasions, whether it be F for fraud or D for disappointment or L for liar. And just like Forest Gump tells the truth in his simple statement, “Sometimes there aren’t enough rocks.”, “Sometimes there aren’t enough pins to hold the letters of shame in place.”
5) I feel like Jamie’s vulnerability in telling her story leaves room for me (and you) at the table of grace.
6) The chapter titles are fantastic and on point: From Failure to Freedom, Permission to Be Real, Growing Up with God, Stuff Like This Doesn’t Happen to Us, Chased by God, It’s Complicated, Come, Thou Fount, Owning My New Identity, Sin Shock, Vulnerability Breeds Vulnerability, and Jesus is Better.
Favorite Quote: “The pages of this book are drenched with ‘me too’ tears, poured out over a so-far lifetime of failing and following, failing and following. Yet God has forgiven me, just as God has forgiven you. And even on days where we may see more losing than winning, His faithfulness and forgiveness will hold us together. For as bad as it’s been, and as bad as it can get, Jesus is better. Let us all be women who believe that to be true.”
I highly recommend this one for women and men alike. Then, I'd pray about giving it to your teenagers or young adult children to chew on.
Jamie is also the host of the podcast, The Happy Hour. You can hear more of her story there.
She's bleeding! He's bleeding! Quick!
An exclamation that tends to demand the immediate attention of most parents/grandparents/caregivers. We rush to the scene, examine our babies—no matter the age—assess the damage, determine a course of treatment, and hopefully, filled with thanksgiving, proceed down the road of healing.
We don't ignore such a call. We don't look the other way. We don't gaze at our cell phones and scroll through Facebook or stare enviously at Instagram while our children are hurting.
We stop. We look. We listen. We act.
Hear my heart.
Y'all, our babies—our children—our teenagers—are bleeding out.
Physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually, mentally--
Desperately crying for help, screaming in pain for someone—anyone—to hear them.
Often, an echo reaches our ears, and we fumble to act. With the best of intentions. Responsibly. Proactively. Of course, we do. As a society, we pull out our box of band-aids—different shapes and sizes—and attempt to patch a wound that requires intensive examination, surgery, and weeks, months, years of healing.
HELP US TO WAKE UP!
I lay beside my husband this morning and watched the footage of the latest school shooting. I listened, in horror, as a child was interviewed, confessing her best friend had died beside her while she was grazed by a bullet. What was she doing at the time of the attack? Writing a paper about the horrors of the holocaust.
My eyes filled with tears, as did my husband's because all we could see were the faces of our children. Same age group. One was already on the school grounds of the local high school, the other on her way.
Would this morning be the morning when we kissed their faces for the last time? The horror of the thought makes my heartbeat quadruple as I attempt to comprehend the pain of those parents standing outside of the school hours from our home frantically fighting the crowds and checking their phones for messages—some for a message that would never be sent.
I just can't imagine. Yet, a part of me can--
I taught middle and high school for over a decade. I've been a part of lockdowns. I've waited for a code word to be spoken over the loudspeaker. I've gathered twenty-five sixteen-year-olds in the corner of a room, trying to contemplate where they would be the safest—where their persons would not be a target. I sat and helplessly looked into the eyes of my juniors and seniors as the horror of Columbine played out on a stage of absolute shock.
This world has changed.
Our children have been drafted and are on the front lines every. single. day.
What can we do?
Pay attention. Talk to them. Have conversations. Check social media. Don't look the other way. Beyond our children, listen to those children who don't have someone to come running when they are hurting. Be an advocate for those whose screams are silent.
I don't know the answers. However, I've worked with teenagers my entire adult life. Twenty-two years of listening to their concerns, hearing their dreams, crying alongside them as they pound on a wall out of frustration. I've had kids with behavior disorders throw desks inside the walls of my classroom and show me tangible evidence of the pain from which they suffer.
Please. Don't focus your energy on attempting to open a box of band-aids.
With both palms, hold the face of your child and the child beside them. Look into their eyes and volunteer to stand by their side on the front lines of their reality. See them. Listen to them. And hand in hand walk down a road to healing.
*While I was typing this blog, I received a mass message from the principal of our son's high school notifying all parents they put the school on code yellow because of a rumor that had circulated around the halls. The warning has been lifted. Thank God, the kids are safe. But those words drove the truth further into my heart—this is real.
A chronological accounting of the life of Jesus as presented in the four canonical Gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.
Sections include: The Prehistory and Birth of Christ, The Beginning of Jesus's Ministry, Jesus's Ministry in Galilee, Jesus Turns His Focus Toward Judea, The Last Week in Jerusalem, The Passion of Jesus, and The Resurrected Jesus Completes His Ministry.
Each gospel has a color:
Major sections are divided into sub sections. For example, The Beginning of Jesus's Ministry is divided into the following: The Calling of the First Disciples, The Wedding in Cana, The Cleansing of the Temple, Jesus and Nicodemus, The Testimony of John the Baptist, Jesus in Samaria, Jesus Comes to Galilee, The Calling of Four Fishermen, The Exorcism at the Synagogue in Capernaum, Healings at Capernaum, Jesus Preaches Throughout Galilee, Cleansing of the Leprous Man, Healing of the Paralytic Man, etc.
This book is a valuable resource for anyone interested in developing an understanding of the life of Christ, the literary style of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, and an insight into the why behind the what of each author's account. I'm not a theologian or a pastor, so the commentary was interesting without being overwhelming, and I also realize the purpose of this study tool is not parallel to that of a study Bible.
Some drawbacks for me:
1) At first, I couldn't figure it out. The title, Christ Chronological, indicates an in-order presentation of the life of Jesus according to the gospels. Therefore, my initial expectation was to open the cover and find Jesus's life/ministry laid out chronologically.
2) Then I read the introduction. Okay, so it seems we're reviewing the passages that share common accounts of events during the life/ministry of Jesus—side by side comparisons of what the gospels reported on collectively. In other words, large passages of John might be omitted.
3) Nope. I was right the first time. For example the Preexistence of Christ stands alone with John 1:1-18 presented as the Scripture reference. Then, the transition is made to The Gospel section where Mark 1:1 and Luke 1:1-4 are listed, followed by The Genealogy of Jesus in Matthew 1:1-17 and Luke 3:23-38.
The construction of the book is sturdy, the pages are of high quality, and there is a notes section in the back. I did have a problem with the color-coding. I love the idea, but the colors themselves are almost pastel and difficult to decipher. The parallel format of the text is also nice and easy to follow.
Overall, I do recommend this book. Once I figured out the content, I realized the value.
My alarm was set for 6:00am, but my body had other ideas. Wide awake at 5, I began perusing my phone, preparing for a bible study, checking emails, and scrolling through social media. You know—all the things. My feed consisted of the normal—kid posts, prayer posts, inspirational posts, funny posts, sports posts, selfie posts, etc. But this morning there were additional statuses I knew would appear—posts about the leadership of our country, posts about the State of the Union address, posts from people on both sides of an aisle divided by the most treacherous, jagged fault line.
There were applause. Lots of applause. And those applause that brought both sides to their feet were not due to the state of the union. They were due to the state of the heart. Police officers, service men and women, grieving parents, empathetic children, motivated students, supportive spouses, etc inspired a group of leaders who could barely exchange glances to rise up as one.
Regardless of whether you thought our government officials should have stood more or less, whether the people highlighted should have been more varied or diverse—put that to the side for a moment.
We, as a people, don't applaud the story itself—I think we've grown a bit cynical for that. However, when we're given a glimpse of a beating heart, a sacrificial soul of another being made of flesh of blood—we're moved.
Very few subjects that fall under the political and social agendas of our nation will encourage us to brave that jagged edge of reconciliation. We believe what we believe and that. is. it. We're right, you're wrong. Done.
Except we're not done.
It's impossible for us to be done. Why? Because you can hate an agenda. You can hate a stance. You can hate a piece of legislation. You can hate the result of a vote.
But can you hate a heart?
Not so easy.
When you take time to learn someone's story and peek behind the veil of cynical agenda, when you bend your ear to listen to words that express passion, when you peer into the eyes reflecting the soul of a person, you find that rare unicorn—common, rock solid ground.
Love. Unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another.
And that, my dear friends, inspires hope.
I'm examining my own heart today. Where am I? Am I loving God and loving others? Am I squinting past myself and seeing them? Hearing them?
I pray so.
If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don’t love, I’m nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate.
I like words, always have. I find them interesting, meaningful, and powerful. However, words with nothing behind them are empty, and worse—unkept promises that have the ability to turn a person away, maybe forever.
Like billowing clouds that bring no rain is the person who talks big but never produces. Proverbs 25:14
We teach our children to let their actions speak, as opposed to their words. In turn, we try to follow our own advice. Sometimes we succeed; other times, we fail. Praise God for grace and second chances.
Think of the imagery described in the proverb.
But no rain?
A promise broken.
The expectation is set. Rain! Rain hard! Nourish the plants, replenish the lakes, oceans, and rivers. In other words, bring it!
But when nature breaks its promises, we somehow feel shorted. Let down. Out of sorts.
Same with people.
Whether we are referring to public figures, private citizens, leaders, or followers, if you talk the talk you better walk the walk.
Promise made? Act. Put forth an effort. Push for expected results.
Yet, we are human and our success/failure rate hinges on our flawed nature.
Switch gears with me for a moment.
Believers in Jesus claim to believe He is who He said He is.
Son of God.
Followers of Jesus claim an overwhelming desire to pattern their behavior after His. They believe His words, they've accepted His claims, but they've committed to act on His behalf. To allow the Holy Spirit to change their hearts, compelling them to walk as Jesus walked.
And that is good news.
The Living Water brings the rain. Every. single. time.
Promise made? Promise kept.
I feel like this is the repurposed New Year's Resolution question.
What is your word for the year?
Don't get me wrong. I'm a fan. Always have been. Jeromy has a word. Our kids have a word. I have a word. And, I feel as if a word overarching a year provides focus, as opposed to a platform for failure.
So, just curious.
What's your word?
Mine is intentional.
As in, doing all the things in a way that is planned, deliberate, and not on accident.
For a self-proclaimed fly by the seat of my pants kind of girl, this is quite a word. You see, there's part of me that's addicted to the thrill of the moment to moment let's just see what happens philosophy of life.
Sidenote: Proof of God's sense of humor in play? I married Jeromy Williams.
Nevertheless. In my FORTIES, I realize the Dorothy being swept through the Kansas Sky on a whim and a prayer lifestyle doesn't always work. In fact, the consequence looks something like my calendar calling the shots, running me ragged, and kicking my posterior. And then the flying monkeys work their magic and I end up crinkling my brow at those red, sparkly slippers, shaking my head in consternation, and wondering how in the world THIS happened.
God then promptly sits my kicked butt in the time-out chair and throws some truth my way.
It sounds something like this. Time is precious. You have a divine purpose. Stewardship, remember?
Arms cross, slippered-feet stop, pony tails twist. Yes, I get it.
On that note, what's my plan? To pause. To consult. To remember all the good things are not all the good things for me, for my #bffhusband, and my #notquiteirishtwins.
Leave white space on the calendar. Administer and accept grace. Prioritize.
So, there you go.
I will be intentional in 2018.
How about you?
My Little Words Devotional (Little Words Matter) by Author: Michelle Prater Burke and Illustrator: Holli Conger—Cute book with an important purpose!
First, when I review a book, I always look at the age range/target audience. This "devotional" is meant for children ages 1-3. For this audience, the book is incredibly durable, well-constructed, and up to the task of being handled by slobbery, sticky, adorable hands. The illustrations are diverse, colorful, and engaging.
The purpose of the book is to drive home the concepts associated with 19 words meant to increase a toddler's faith-based vocabulary. It's a building block—a tool—in teaching a child about Jesus and what it means to be a Jesus follower. On that point, job well done.
A parent connection section is available in the back of the book as a resource for discussion.
My only criticism/concern/consumer warning is the title, devotional. If you expect this toddler book to be jam packed with Scripture, you will be disappointed. There is one Scripture toward the end as part of the parent connection. However, although the title might be misleading, the concept behind the book itself is strong. Toddlers have amazing receptive language. Having a parent read these paragraphs about Jesus, joy, and creation is meaningful and important to not only the child, but to the parent as well.
Our almost 2-year-old niece, Lily, received the book as a gift from her uncle and I. As you can see, she has no issues handling this little treasure.
I simply cannot adequately describe my morning to you. If you had one of those nest thingamajigs, reality TV would have hit bank. Forty-something wife/mom tackles the THING.
The THING—seemingly simplistic—but profoundly difficult that has plagued me for more than a year. A YEAR. And this morning—problem solved. With the guidance of the Lord Jesus, something stuck is now unstuck and I don't have enough praises to shout to the heavens in thanksgiving.
It's a household issue that is trivial.
It was a lost marble that rolled around in my mind for months and months and months. For whatever reason, today was the day of reckoning. The solution involved bloody knuckles, a sweaty brow, actual levers and pulleys, and acrobatics. I'm not being figurative. Literal. LIT-ER-AL.
And now, the items have been set free, and as a result my mind has been loosed.
My Lord has intervened for me in the big stuff. The life and death, oh my dear God, please, don't let this happen, my heart is breaking kind of stuff. And I am grateful.
God cares about the little, teeny, tiny stuff in our lives, too. The minute. The minuscule. He gets it. He saw my actual tears this morning as I scoured the kitchen for the one thing that might work.
He loves me.
He really loves me.
Our son and I took time to read a Scripture and pray this morning on the short ride to school. We don't always do this. The verse:
The LORD will fight for you, and you have only to be silent.”Exodus 14:14
Bless my soul, He sure did. And His promise—He always will.
The season of gift giving and gift receiving has come and gone. The decorations are sadly finding their way to the red and green tubs, where they will remain until I catapult myself into the attic precisely the second my family deems decorating for Christmas acceptable. (Our daughter has this thing about respecting Thanksgiving by not decorating early. When did she start having an opinion, anyway? Answer: the age of 2)
Ready or not—January—the season of new beginnings, resolutions, let's try this agains, and invigorating purge-ready energy to finally change our lives for the better is here—along with our new friend, #bombcyclone. (Stay warm, y'all.)
Sidenote: I find it interesting that Valentine's Day is in Feb. My theory is that the greeting card industry picked up on the need to have an excuse to love ourselves after the epic fails of January. Just saying.
Oftentimes, our new year begins with the repair of relationship—extending forgiveness towards those who have wronged us. A crucial moving on step in the healing process, and what better time to utter those three life-breathing words than during the season of all things new? But what about the response? You've wronged someone. They forgive you. Do you accept their forgiveness?
My daughter brought this concept up to me after I shot a Facebook live video promoting my new book, Free and Clear.
"Mom, did you say your new book is about forgiveness?"
"Yes, I did." A little surprised a) she was listening b) she cared
"Do your stories ever address learning how to accept forgiveness?"
"Ummm..." a) when did she catapult from 13 to 25? b) such a great question
"If you haven't, I think you should. I have trouble with that myself."
Mama is no longer thinking about her new book. "You do?"
"Yes. Sometimes it's easier not to forgive myself, to accept forgiveness. Sometimes I want to hang onto the guilt."
I'm left blinking in the hallway, while she bee bops into her room to hang up her new bow she received for Christmas, oblivious to the wake of mind-blowing thoughts left in her path of dropping the mic.
And here I am, knowing I'm supposed to explore this thought a little deeper, and wondering if I'm alone in the truth of this statement: I am not good at accepting forgiveness, because like my 13-year-old, there is some comfort in hanging on to the guilt.
Do you accept forgiveness? Or do you have trouble with this, too?
Please comment or private message me with your thoughts.
Good Boy, Achilles! is a chapter book intended to entertain, yet teach important spiritual truths to eight-to-ten -year-olds. Through the power of storytelling, the author, Eddie Ellis, provides young people a way to learn about God's purpose, sacrifice, and obedience while enjoying a simple tale about a boy and his dog.
As luck would have it, Good Boy, Achilles! is targeted toward my junior book reviewer, Ms. Brooklyn Heath. Brooklyn is eight years old, an avid reader, and a dog owner. Perfect fit. Brooklyn and her mom, Shae, read Good Boy, Achilles! together which Brooklyn, by the way, reported was her favorite part of this experience—reading with her mom.
I know. Precious.
My junior reviewer reports she liked the story very much, especially the ending. Once she caught on to the fact the dogs were talking and who the messenger was, she understood the story much better.
Brooklyn admitted she had some trouble with a few of the words and was glad her mom was there to assist her with the reading and understanding of parts of the plot. Some descriptions in the story made her extremely sad, but to avoid spoilers we won't reveal those specific sections. However, by the end, she felt good about the overall story and learned a lot about Jesus.
From a parent's perspective, this book is extremely well-written. Eddie Ellis does a fantastic job of switching points of view and realistically looking at the world through the eyes of several perspectives—dogs, adults, parents, puppies, and children. The overall truths presented in the story are great points for discussion between parents and children. I would recommend this book as one discussed and not merely read.
The title alone is enough to sell the book.
What person, specifically woman, doesn't crave a moment to breathe–an overwhelming desire for someone, anyone, to meet them in their everyday mess?
I'll raise my hand. Me, me, me! Yes, please, and thank you.
Delightfully, in this particular case, the content delivers what the title promises.
From the (in)courage community, eighty authors come together and offer a glimpse into their stories. Stories that are very similar to yours and mine. The players and circumstances might vary, but the heart behind the sentences—spot on.
Each day begins with a Scripture, followed by a story of transparent faith in the midst of the real, and ends with A Moment to Breathe—a call to action or thought.
382 pages, with a section for author bios and scripture references, make this book the complete package. Perfect for gift-giving during the 2017 holiday season.
You will no doubt find the content relatable. Tears of joy and sorrow are sure to accompany the reading. I would encourage (pun intended) to journal along with the devotionals.
"Babe, this is my favorite time of day. Just you and me. Before the pattering of feet or dinging of phones. Just us and our coffee. No problems yet to solve."
The precious words spoken by my husband this morning. I closed my eyes, breathed deeply, snuggled into his arms, and lived in the moment.
And that's where I intend to be from now on. In the moment.
I'm not dissing (not sure if that's a word anymore) looking behind to glean wisdom and looking forward to plan. Nope. Both of those actions are incredibly important.
The moment is where it's at.
It's when I unfold myself from his embrace this morning to hug our blurry-eyed teenagers.
It's when I put on proper undergarments and flip-flops to drive our son to weightlifting in my pajamas. (Before judgement, please be aware this happens at 7 in the am and we live two miles from the school. And I'm 43 and have lost my give a darn.)
It's stopping the car and staring at the mist-covered, perfectly round sun sitting on the horizon.
It's when our daughter asks me to braid her hair.
It's when my husband and I, while brushing our teeth, discuss why the royal wedding takes precedence over discussion about tax cuts.
It's also when my husband and I discuss proper placement of the trashcan on the curb as he is pulling off with the girl who is killing us with her impatient rolling eyes. She REALLY can't be late again.
It's also when she sinks under the passenger seat as mom and dad engage in a tickling match in front of God and everybody in the neighborhood.
It's when I turn on our Christmas lights and wonder why I don't keep the tree up all year. Seriously, it has a calming effect that can't be duplicated. Maybe it's all the memories literally attached to the branches.
It's when I read my devotional and pause to thank God for the simplicities of life.
It's me tapping away at my computer writing my blog.
It's embracing what you've lost and what you've gained.
It's being intentional.
It's chatting with girlfriends just because.
It's leaning in and shutting up.
Live, breathe, feel, and be present in the many moments we've been granted on this side of glory. Each and every one of them count, and by proximation of your person, you are physically present for them all.
Don't miss them.
Moving with Scribbles,
There are times when I just need to unload, unhinge, and be undone.
Times when my heart thumps wildly in my chest and every cell screams to let loose and hold nothing back.
With whom you might ask? Who is willing to see the ugly and not run for the hills?
Nope times five.
All human. All have limits. And none of them have the power to fix me.
I let loose with God Almighty. You might call it prayer. I call it talking to God. Relationship. Sharing the good, the bad, and especially the ugly. You don't think God does ugly? Oh, friend, allow me to assure you, God embraces the ugly—especially when it spews from one of His children targeting Him. Why? One word. Well two. Unexplainable love.
In other words, when I need to step away from the sanitary rainbows and roses version of my life and embrace the full panoramic view of the breathtaking vistas coupled with the muck and mire only found in the valleys, I find Him.
What does fulling embracing faith, yet living in a state of transparency look like?
Years ago, I tried bottling all the junk welling up inside of me and capping it—never to be seen again.
An implosion followed by an explosion of gargantuan proportions taught me an effective lesson.
The end of me is a scary place to be.
The end of me is the beginning of Him working through me, and that my friends, is a force to be reckoned with.
Why? Easy. He can handle my wrath. He knows what to do with my crazy. Y'all, there are times when my prayer life sounds like a one-sided episode of Jerry Springer. For real.
However, that honesty unleashes a tenderness only known in a Father-Child relationship.
So, can I encourage you to push aside the thees, thous, yeas, and amens? Just talk. Be real. Get messy. Don't be afraid to get on your knees, bury your hands in the tear-soaked mud, and ask for guidance, peace, discernment, or maybe just enough umph to get through the next minute, hour, or day?
After all, the Living Water ain't afraid of a little dirt.
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, 7casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. I Peter 5:6-7
It's been 365 days since I saw you take a breath. A hair longer since I heard your voice. I miss you. And as we approach the holiday season, my heart yearns for those gone ahead.
I've been "celebrating" in the face of unspeakable loss since my 20th year on the planet. There hasn't been one milestone event in the last 23 years where someone significant has not been missing. I don't type those words to diminish the loss. However, I will say I'm somewhat of an expert in looking back with bittersweet memories while cherishing the here and the now. But only because of the grace of God. Only because of the hope I have in Jesus.
To Diana, my adopted mom, my mentor, beloved mother-in-love, Gabba,
Today, I remember and celebrate using your own words. (You always said I turned your words and used them against you.) LoL. Maybe God will let you have a peek today, so you can turn to Carol Hunter and say, "Look at her. Still sassing."
March 19, 2006
Focal Verse: John 15: 7-8
Jesus, I want so much to bear fruit for your kingdom. I want to walk in such victory that people will ask what's my secret to such joy. Your Word says if I ask You these things they will be done for me. I want them to be done for You, that God the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost might be glorified. I understand that I must decrease so You will increase and pray You will help me be willing to do so, to not expect or desire recognition, but to give You all the credit. Lord, I've loved this study of your Word. Help me to continue to thirst for knowledge about what You have planned for the world and what your Word imparts. I ask that You bless my circle of important believers. Norma, Amanda, and Liz. Keep them filled to overflowing with Your love and the hope of Your calling. Help each of them to continue to a light in this dark world and help them to lead their families to You. Go with me this day, Lord. Forgive my sins and cleanse me from unrighteousness.
You are cherished, loved, and remembered. Your legacy and testimony lives on. Love you.
"So much more than a coloring book."
Or so the author and illustrator report on the Our Story page of Big and Little Coloring Devotional. That statement is on point. Here's why:
A frazzled writer/mama trying to keep her dishes spinning, while pouring into her children on a spiritual level, prayed a prayer that was answered, unbeknownst to an illustrator who felt a similar burden, but became overwhelmed at the idea of writing/publishing. God does what God does and Rachel C. Swanson teamed up with Jacy Corral to create what I believe is a brilliant tool for the parenting arsenal.
Yes, it's a coloring book for children. Join the million others on the shelves.
Yes, it's a coloring book for adults. Welcome to the newest fad, along with countless other beautiful patterns flooding the market.
Yes, it's a devotional. Between apps, websites, blogs, ebooks, and paperbacks...Lord, have mercy. Literally.
What makes this book unique is that it was created to solve a problem. Life is busy. Parents want to meaningfully interact with their children. Time is limited. What do you do?
This vertical coloring book presents the same scripture focus on both pages of the book. One side is a simple design with the verse only (Meant for the child). The other side is a more complicated pattern with an actual devotion paired with the same scripture.
You and your darling can actually face one another, eyeball to eyeball, color, and discuss God's Word in the interim. Win, win, win!
As a mama of Irish twins who were once upon a time littles, I adore this idea and recommend you buy now for Christmas morning!
Time flies when you're having fun!
Okay, fun might be extreme, but seriously, I feel most excellent coming up on the half way point during this #Whole30 journey.
I'd say I've been 99% compliant, just because there are only so many questions I can ask when I go out to eat without guaranteeing someone may/may not add unwanted moisture to my food.
I'm fitting into pants that were in that pile in my closet. That pile, otherwise known as the I can't button these without damaging a piece or a part/or my hips are now laughing at us rejects, is a sad, sad corner of the world. They are now being reacclimatized into the active part of the wardrobe. Tentatively. (Because we still don't trust them. After all, they betrayed us by shrinking in the first place;)
Cravings—gone! What? Seriously, this might be the most incredible part of the journey.
I tend to not be hungry as much which is kind of amazing, considering I'm never one to miss a meal—ever.
Without going there, I will report a certain time of the month is noticeably more pleasant.
Energy? When I do work out, I'm all in—as in not dragging. I attribute this to replacing the glucose with increasing amounts of healthy fats. Basketball season has kicked off, so two months of practices/games at different times/locations effectively hijacked the second half of my day.
I'm not bitter.
Or, I'm working on not being bitter. There. That's closer to honesty. My mind is shifting to gratitude toward the school system in making me more intentional with my time for working out. See how I just did that? Insert a work in progress expression.
So, there you go.
Progress in the works with Scribbles,
I feel good. I'm not sure about the reported tiger blood yet, but maybe a fast kitty cat.
So, there's that.
My cravings are gone. #miraculous
People are sort of noticing less puffiness.
I disobeyed. The #Whole30 Powers That Be tell you NOT to weigh yourself. NOT to measure yourself. Especially NOT on the days labeled For the love of Gosling, my pants are tighter.
I did it. Cringe. I stepped on the scale. Because surely, surely I've lost 10 pounds by day 9. Surely not putting sugar near my face and swearing off the world of all things processed has resulted in lower numbers.
My heart sank. My mood shifted. I rolled my eyes and may have slammed something down on the counter top. Then, I . . . DID NOT pray, DID NOT read scripture, DID NOT count backward from 10, DID NOT dial a friend for emotional support.
I was just irrationally irritated. First at the scale. Then at myself.
For real, y'all.
The power of that stupid number derails me every time. Thank goodness I had enough moxie to stay on plan and punch the desire to quit square in the face. But still.
I'm not even a fan of math and science, which is what weight is all about BTW. Yet, Argggghhhh!
And that, my friends, is why they tell you NOT to do this. It's not about the number. #Whole30 realizes most people have an unhealthy relationship with food, but oftentimes, the scale. Therefore, focus on the why behind the what and not the numbers.
Not. the. numbers.
I'm confessing, leaving it right here, and will not do it the remainder of these 30 days.
Now, I'm going for a sanity walk.
Moving with Scribbles,
I am going to attempt to do what few others have done before: blah, blah, blah about #Whole30 life (W), articulate my crazy (C), and express immeasurable gratitude (G). Buckle up, buttercups.
This morning began with the standing pajama-clad, news-broadcasting, coffee in bed date with #bffhusband. (G)
Seriously, priceless in all the good ways.
Breakfast with out-of-town family, and in-town family. (G) In a restaurant. Insert big, fat (W) sigh. Ordering has taken on a new level of When Harry Met Sally high-maintenance activity.
And we broke our fast in a diner, where butter and grease reign supreme.
So, when I inquired as to whether or not the hard-working kitchen crew could prepare my spinach , mushroom, no-cheese omelette without butter , the sweet-slammed-I-appreciate-you-but-I-aint-got-time-for-this-nonsense server did a somewhat-believable job of NOT laughing in my face. The fruit was really, really delicious. (W) (G) (C) However, I did bring my (W) coconut creamer in a thermos, so I'm sure no one thought I was a strange, privileged, millennial-wanna-be at all.
We give and receive hugs and kisses with the fam (G), then my husband and I pull into our driveway where I am apprised of his intention for the first part of the afternoon. Quote, "I'm going to unload the trailer, return it, then blow up the cow to dry it out." (C) Because that is a phrase not everyone hears on a beautiful, Florida 80 degree Saturday in November. (B) B stands for bitter because 80 degrees in November is really unacceptable behavior for any state, regardless of whether you boast the sunshine.
Add in the fact the blowing up of the cow (don't think Halloween or Christmas yard decor; think a building Superman would leap over) is taking place in our front yard, and I'm pretty sure the neighborhood association will show up to picket later. (C)
I'm starving. So, I hug our bleary-eyed teenagers who barely noticed our absence during their oh-so-sweet youthful Saturday morning slumber session, and prepare a (W) meal that will last me through a work out and part of the afternoon. As a side note, licking avocado off my fingers is apparently not sexy. The whole green booger-like-imagery did not amuse my husband. (C)
Plus, he's really not a fan of the (W) "tools" being all over our kitchen counters. They are washed, but I will not put back up because I'm only going to use them again in two hours. They are arranged nicely. We will survive. (C) (G) (W)
On his way out the door, my husband decides to do something he has never, ever done before. He takes a bit out of my (W) bowl of yummy before asking me what is in it. He then proceeds to gag and make his way out the front door where he spews what is probably $5 worth of organic-unsweetened almond butter into the dirt. Now, I am not amused. (W) (C)
My son, in the meantime, is arranging a time where his science buddy can come over and make a volcano from homemade play-dough, vinegar, and salt. Lord Jesus, I just cannot. (C)
My daughter is asking me questions clearly not appropriate before I've eaten anything of real sustenance. (W) (C)
I open the fridge for something and notice what looks like a murder scene on the second shelf. The roast. The one defrosting for 3 days. The one I was supposed to cook in the crockpot, but because of the (C)—never happened—has seen fit to seek revenge by BLEEDING all over the glass shelving. I can hear my husband driving away, and I scramble to make this mess disappear. In my world, this is a 5 minute clean-up and look the other way project. In his world, this is a perfect opportunity to detail clean the entire kitchen. (C) (G)
I sigh and get ready to eat my (W) yummy. Then, I hear a strange noise that turns out to be the blowing up of a bovine. (C)
And my husband just told me he feels the need to purge, minimalist, simplify. (I have no letters.)
About-to-be-napping-despite-it-all with Scribbles,
I'm on Day 6 of the #Whole30 journey.
I made it through 5 days of black coffee, decided I could check that grown-up work week off my bucket list, and went and bought #Whole30 compliant coconut creamer. Deliciousness. #notashamed
A little reality this morning? My #bffhusband's first words to me as I'm propping up the pillows? "Babe, what is that smell?"
Never what you want to hear first thing in the AM.
But when you do begin the investigation, you can't stop until the stinky culprit is discovered. Keep in mind I hadn't had my caffeine injection yet.
Long story short. The scallops from last night. You know, I don't know how to make my house NOT smell like seafood after I make seafood. Feel free to leave me tips. Yes, I had taken the trash out, run lemon juice down the garbage disposal, washed all the dishes, and even ran the dishwasher. My kitchen still smelled like a seafood restaurant—except not in a good way.
Before you go there, scents are typically forbidden within our dwelling because of my people's planet allergies.
Desperate situations, y'all.
Christmas candle lit. Check.
According to the #Whole30 feelings barometer, I should be on I Just Want a Nap. Ummm...every day of my life, always. Ten minutes mid-afternoon and I'm golden. So, welcome to my life #Whole30.
Last night's dinner, despite the hangover smell, was really yummy. Veggies and scallop stir-fry with ghee and coconut aminos (I didn't even know this existed. So good).
Here's something you should know about my life, though. There are nights when I can't feed my people the same food. Our daughter has multiple food allergies, seafood being one of them. So, while I enjoyed the colorful explosion of Yum in my wok, Mackenzie and Zachary began their culinary experience with yellow rice and chicken tenders from Publix. Late night=they can't wait for me to cook because they will pass out from lack of calories, so I throw easy food at them and if they want the good stuff, they can have it as dessert.
She couldn't (Her feelings weren't hurt because of the peppers), but he could. And like any food, the boy showed it intense love by helping himself a few times.
J got home too late for me to feel comfortable serving him scallops that had sat a while (I'm a total temperature freak) so he, too, got chicken and yellow rice. He didn't complain. He's still unsure of my adventures.
If I had to choose the biggest hurdle right now, I'd have to say chocolate. I'm a bit of a dark choco addict, but I've combatted this by putting 100% cocoa in my coffee. Again, bitter woman, so it works.
My body's current status is, Okay, I get it. We're doing a thing again. Systems are adjusting and all engines are still operational.
I'm hopeful, y'all. I know I'm honeymooning, but at least it's good, right?
Moving with Scribbles,
Amanda Williams is a forty-year old wife and mother of two who can still swing her pony tail and display just a tad of sass. She is also a Jesus loving girl who realizes she is nothing without the One who saved her. Amanda has two degrees specializing in serving students with special needs and is currently working in the field of Leadership Development. She is a Christian author, speaker, blogger, and publisher who loves serving beside her husband at her local place of worship, First Baptist Church of Ocala.